Today's vampires don't
fly, levitate or burst
into flames in sunlight. They are not immortal nor are they minions of
Satan. But they do drink blood.
By Stefanie Ramp
for the Weekly
My
escort, Dnash, curled his lips back exposing multiple
fangs, and a man moved aside to allow us entry into a large warehouse.
A beautiful drag queen sporting cat-eye contacts perched in an
antechamber;
she detained us for a few preliminary questions and then made us sign
something.
Moving
into the main room, my attention jerked
to the cage in front of me where a young male vampire was tied up and
being
whipped by a preppy-looking girl. Several older dominatrixes watched,
occasionally
shifting in their leather corsets and pawing at the concrete floor with
their spiked heels. One eyed me as if I had just slipped down the food
chain and landed in the ranks of prey.
Velvet-clad
guests milled around with capes floating
out behind them, looking affectedly bored and aloof. Occasionally, they
would smile to show off the craftsmanship of their fangs and let it be
known which fang-maker they were aligned with -- each has a trademark
design.
A few males wore rubber suits with chain harnesses binding their
chests,
complete with metal leash attachments; their masters walked in front of
them, leashes in hand. One guest had horns and leather armor studded
with
metal spikes. All of the guests were very polite and well-behaved,
except
for one middle-aged man in pedestrian attire -- no fangs. His glazed
stare
gave me the impression that he was fantasizing about chopping me up
into
pieces.
The
occasion was a vampire fetish ball in Manhattan's
notorious S & M club, the Vault. The event was a splendid game of
dress-up,
of courtly intrigue, a way to see and be seen. The scene was all about
sex and adventure, but it wasn't about real vampires. For some of
the guests, the ball was a live action extension of Vampire: The
Masquerade,
the latest trend in role-playing games. It had that interactive,
theatrical
feel that depends entirely upon the guests' simultaneous suspension of
disbelief. But according to Dnash (pronounced "nash"), there were only
two "real" vampires in attendance; he briefly told me what he knew of
them.
Both
are female and belong to the Clan of Lilith
-- more on that later. One of them goes by the pseudonym "Cub." An
attractively
statuesque, middle-aged, African-American woman named Vi (rhymes with
eye)
sired her -- in other words: made her a vampire. Vi has recently
written
a book, Dhampir: Child
of the Blood (Mystic Rose Books) about Cub's creation. Cub is a
middle-aged blond, and very intense-looking. We did not actually speak
at the ball, but only exchanged a few glances and a forced smile -- I
don't
think she trusted my journalistic intent. The other woman's name is
Trish;
she's a respected dominatrix and is around the same age as Cub. She
recently
converted to the Clan of Lilith, and that was all Dnash really knew of
her.
Fangs Make The Vampire
Dnash
is a fang-maker and also the character whose
notoriety in the local vampire scene got this whole story started. He
does
not claim to be a vampire, but he makes fangs for people who want to
pretend
to be vampires -- and for those who want to take it a step further.
There
is a sizable subculture of people in the United States -- though
certainly
not limited to this country -- who are involved in The Masquerade
and indulge their imaginations by dressing and playing the part. Some
of
these people believe they are vampires, and some just like to pretend.
Bands like Type O Negative attract a following of these so-called
vampires.
"People get kind of sick of their lives. They need some way to escape
it,
so they put on the black lipstick, dye their hair and pretend they're
immortal
for a night," Type O's guitarist, Kenny Hickey, offered by way of
explanation
during a recent interview.
Vampirism
is also very sexy, particularly for
those who enjoy the fine line between pleasure and pain. I asked Type O
frontman Pete Steele whether his rumored blood fetish was real.
Smirking
down at me he said, "Well, if a particular female wanted to be bitten,
I would certainly oblige her." Not sure of his meaning, I covered my
neck
and ran for daylight. One couple who went to Dnash claimed that the
fangs
he made saved their marriage.
In
contrast to this subculture based on make-believe,
Dnash insists that the real thing does exist. Clear all Hollywood
vampire
lore from your head so as not to misinterpret the word "vampire" as it
is used here. In it's barest form, vampire means blood-drinker. The
"real"
vampires in this story drink human blood, which is certainly within the
realm of possibility. However, there are other physiological attributes
these vampires claim to possess, and analyzing those qualities opens a
troublesome gray area.
The
"real" vampires Dnash described to me don't
fly, levitate, vaporize in sunlight, melt from holy water, or run
screaming
from garlic wreaths. They are not immortal nor are they minions of
Satan.
However,
there is often a particle of truth in
every myth. These vampires claim to oftentimes have better muscle
control
and agility than the average human and the ability to control their
body's
release of adrenaline, thereby giving themselves increased strength.
Most
claim to experience sensitivity to sunlight, particularly after
consuming
blood. Though not immortal, an extended life span is expected. One of
the
vampires I spoke with, Tsarvek (pronounced saar-vek), expects to live
at
least a century. He also says that the aging process has slowed in him;
Tsarvek is in his late 40s but is said to look about 20 years younger.
Tsarvek lives in Seattle, so I didn't have the opportunity to verify
this
first-hand, but Dnash, who is Tsarvek's fang-making
protégé,
supports the claim.
The
vampire aversion to garlic apparently fits
most closely with lore. According to Tsarvek, the taste and smell of
garlic
in the blood and its aura on the skin is something akin to rotting meat
or soured milk for the vampire's palate.
So
if not in Italian restaurants, where are these
vampires and how many of them supposedly exist? It's certainly not the
kind of information found in a Reader's Digest Poll. Dnash knows of
none
in the immediate area, but Cub does live in Connecticut. Vi moves
around
a lot but is currently based in Pennsylvania. Tsarvek told me that in
the
15 years he's lived in Seattle, he's only met three real vampires.
However,
he estimates that one in every 10 people is capable of becoming a
vampire.
Many more people are involved in vampirism as vessels -- the humans who
provide blood for a vampire -- and there are people who drink blood but
don't have the other characteristics that are supposedly attributed to
vampires like Vi and Tsarvek. This form of vampire subculture is
global,
like The Masquerade type.
It's
unclear to me how this inner circle of vampires
claims to recognize one of their own. Tsarvek and Dnash say that it's
just
an inexplicable knowledge. Seeing Dnash's fang creations, I do
understand
how the lay person could mistake one of his clients for a vampire. When
I first met Dnash, he looked like a musician (which he is); he has long
blond hair, a goatee and sideburns, vinyl pants, and three-inch-heeled
boots. He's pale and has that slightly emaciated look that comes from
consistent
dining on coffee and cigarettes. But then he smiled at me, and I
visibly
flinched. Dnash has three sets of fangs -- upper canine, a shorter set
on the bicuspid and lower canine. It's just fucking scary at first.
Dnash's
fangs are shockingly real; he can eat
(though with most sets, you can't), smoke, drink and talk as if it were
perfectly normal to have six very sharp points in one's mouth. Dnash
designed
his three sets based on the mechanics of the human jaw. Biting solely
with
upper canines makes it difficult to hold the prey steady, Dnash
explains,
and it requires that you pull your lower jaw way back. With three sets,
the lower fangs stabilize the prey while the uppers puncture the flesh.
The second set of uppers on the bicuspids also help to stabilize the
prey
and provide additional punctures, which allows blood to flow more
easily,
he adds. This is for the fun of theory; Dnash does not drink blood and
does not approve of his teeth being used for that purpose. (Find
out more at his web site, www.teethbydnash.com.)
I
wanted a set, and Dnash obliged my whim. The
process took about 45 minutes. Using a pre-made acrylic cap, Dnash
filled
it with a combination of liquid acrylic and a colored powder compound
matched
to the shade of my teeth. Pushing that onto my canine, the cap became
custom-molded
to my tooth. When it hardened, he removed the cap and filed it by
following
the shape of my canines to create a natural and aesthetically pleasing
form. He selected a subtle length and a sharpness that wouldn't do too
much damage to my lips and tongue if I bit myself getting used to them.
Since
I now had the requisite fangs, Dnash suggested
that we attend the Vampire Ball. In the days preceding the ball, he
explained
what he had learned of the vampire subculture so I could appreciate
what
I would be seeing.
Lilith And Her Clan
Most
of Dnash's personal experience with vampirism,
excluding Tsarvek and fang-making, has been with Vi and her clan, the
Clan
of Lilith. The Clan of Lilith has sects all over the world, and Dnash
estimates
that they number several hundred. Lilith was the first wife of Adam,
and
though she has been excluded from the Christian Bible, her story can be
found in the unedited versions of the Judaic Old Testament. The Clan of
Lilith traces its lineage back to Lilith, just as the Caineites claim
Cain
as their primogenitor. However, vampire lore is not solely
Judeo-Christian;
nearly every civilization has a tradition of blood-drinkers. [read
more about Lilith here]
The
Masquerade uses a version of the Lilith
legend, The Book of Nod, as a reference for the game's clan of
Caineites.
This book and all information in The Masquerade is considered to
be fictitious -- even by its creator, White Wolf. However, The
Masquerade
imitates what is understood to be actual history by some elements of
the
vampire subculture. According to Dnash, the 13 tribes of Cain roughly
imitate
the 13 actual vampire clans. Because his focus has been on the Clan of
Lilith, Dnash could tell me little about the other clans, except that
many
don't abide by a moral code and are completely antisocial with those
outside
of their ranks. In The Masquerade, powers allotted to players through
die rolls are exaggerations of the powers that real vampires claim to
have.
Legends lend themselves to manipulation and melodrama, but the Clan of
Lilith does embrace Lilith's story as part of its true history.
According
to Dnash, it is very important to the
Clan of Lilith that each member respect humanity. As Vi explains in her
book, unlike the Caineites, Lilith's clan approaches vampirism as
Lilith
herself did -- as a way to nurture. They have the highest respect for
their
vessels (the humans they drink from) and their code states that
something
be given back to these vessels in exchange for their gift of blood. In
Dhampir: Child of the Blood, Vi writes, "The female hunts differently.
We nurture. Even when we feed, we nurture. Usually only males hunt to
kill
and these are not the males of our clan."
I
asked Dnash why he believes that Vi is what
she claims to be. Dnash related the story of Alexander, an acquaintance
that Dnash had contact with shortly after Alexander was bitten by Vi.
Alexander
was intrigued by vampirism and all its nuances so he requested a
friendly
bite from Vi. The purpose was not to draw blood or do anything else but
appease his curiosity. According to Dnash, however, it caused what is
sometimes
referred to as an awakening. It can send people who are predisposed to
vampirism into a state of rogue, the state of discomfort and confusion
between being born and made. Born in this context describes the point
at
which one becomes aware that they believe in vampires and are destined
or capable of becoming one.
Alexander
described to Dnash a heightened awareness
of himself and his powers. He claimed to be able to control other
people
and situations and draw people's attention to himself through the act
of
willing it. Dnash was at a bar with him one night when Alexander
claimed
to have his first cravings for blood. Dnash said that Alexander focused
his attention on a woman at the bar, and with no other provocation, she
came over to Alexander and offered to let him feed from her. Dnash
believes
that this wasn't merely a very bizarre coincidence; it was done by
controlling
the production and release of pheromones, the scent chemistry of
animals
and humans. After feeding, Alexander complained of a drastically
increased
sensitivity to sunlight.
According
to Dnash, this does not make Alexander
a vampire, however. Though he was bitten and might have experienced an
awakening of sorts, the process of becoming a vampire is very
intentional
and is, in many ways, similar to converting to any other religion or
culture.
Most clans have a code that prohibits them from making vampires of
people
who are too young or mentally incapable of making a coherent choice to
do so. This ensures that entry into a clan is an active decision with
complete
knowledge of the consequences.
In
her book, Vi explains the process of creating
a vampire through her personal experience of making Cub. Vi explains
that
before a "dhampir" (a vampire created from the blood of another
vampire)
is made, he or she must go through an intense learning process about
the
vampire culture -- the laws, the history, the powers and the dilemmas
that
come along with it. In her state of rogue, Cub began to drink blood,
but
not by hunting her own prey or using fangs (which she had not yet
acquired)
and was supervised closely by Vi and her kin. After about a year (the
time
varies from person to person) Vi decided that Cub was ready to be
"made."
As Vi describes it, a vampire is made when a person feeds on the blood
of his or her vampiric sire. Cub drank Vi's blood and became Vi's first
dhampir.

Cub
was then given a set of fangs. Dnash explained
that they are referred to as "baby teeth" and are not particularly
sharp;
they serve more as a symbol of one's entry into a clan. During this
phase,
Vi continued to educate Cub about the ways of the clan including the
intricacies
of feeding -- how to bite without scarring or injuring and how to make
it pleasurable for both vampire and vessel. Cub was also taught how to
recognize certain skin types and persons who are ill, which is
important,
because, according to Vi and Tsarvek, sickness is tasted in the blood
and
is absorbed into the vampire's body (which doesn't necessarily mean the
vampire is "catching" the disease). Cub had an unpleasant experience
when
she unknowingly bit someone who had cancer.
Vi
explains in her writings that because the Clan
of Lilith adheres to a strict code of responsibility, it insists that
dhampirs
understand the ramifications of blood-drinking. According to Vi,
vampires
are physically and mentally bonded to the people they feed from and
need
to choose their food carefully. Aside from issues like AIDS (which
Tsarvek
thinks vampires possibly have a natural resistance to) a vampire needs
a reliable food source or the risk of bloodlust occurs. Bloodlust is
the
overwhelming need for blood and is called The Beast when it becomes
uncontrollable.
As Vi explains it, this state is not only extremely unpleasant, but it
can result in a desperate feeding choice and possible injury to the
vampire
or vessel.
The Bites of Passage
Things
started to get a little weird for me around
"The Beast" part of my research. Capitalized phrases referring to
out-of-ordinary
bodily urges always tend to make me a bit nervous. I felt an intrigued
horror most of the time. It seemed a bit crazed to me that in an age
when
latex gloves are rushed on before dealing with a paper cut, a culture
based
on voluntary blood-drinking could flourish.
Vi,
Dnash and Tsarvek all explained in no uncertain
terms the seriousness with which feeding is undertaken. To guard
against
both disease and bloodlust, feeding circles are formed; they consist of
about four to seven people who provide food for a particular vampire.
The
members usually become close friends and are bound to refrain from any
activity that could potentially harm the vampire or other members of
the
group. According to Tsarvek, only a couple tablespoons of blood a week
are necessary and sometimes not even that often. In exchange for blood,
the vampire reciprocates by providing what the vessels crave. This
could
be esteem within a particular group through association with a powerful
vampire, a part in the sensuality which Vi claims to be a birthright of
her clan, simple companionship, and even eventual entry into the clan.
I
couldn't quite stomach why anyone would choose
to be on the food end of the deal, but Dnash explained that within
vampire
subculture, it is an honor to be associated with a vampire as his or
her
vessel -- at least in the Clan of Lilith. Because Vi and her entourage
are also involved with the S & M scene, I would hazard a guess that
the vampire-to-vessel relationship is an extension of a master-to-slave
relationship and is appealing in the same way. Also, Vi and Tsarvek
insist
that being bitten is one of the most intensely pleasurable sensations a
person can experience.
When
Vi and other members of her clan felt that
Cub had learned responsibility, her baby teeth were replaced with a set
of feeder fangs. These are created by a fang-maker (as were the baby
teeth)
and are designed to be razor-sharp puncturing tools, although according
to Tsarvek, vampires often use a lancet to draw blood from the arm or
chest
instead. Just as importantly, the fangs symbolize the rite of passage
from
dhampir to vampire, a mature member of the clan.
The Family Dentist
As
the fang-makers, Dnash and Tsarvek hold places
of honor within vampire culture. Called family dentists, they usually
become
the sole providers of fangs for a group of associated vampires. Dnash
met
Vi and Cub through Tsarvek, their family dentist, while he was
apprenticing
under Tsarvek. He makes fangs for Vi from time to time and can do so
without
breaking vampire etiquette because he is Tsarvek's
protégé.
Tsarvek
and Dnash both had naturally long canines
when they were children. Their families promptly had them filed, but
they
took their fangs as a sign. Tsarvek believes that vampirism could be
genetic,
and interestingly enough, his son has extended canines also. Elongated
canines are a primitive trait, meaning they were present in our
evolutionary
ancestors -- most recently, the great Apes. It is not impossible that
this
and other traits, such as well-developed night vision, have been
retained
by certain individuals, although I would not say that this necessarily
makes them vampires, either.
Tsarvek
also believes that a virus-like effect
in combination with genetic predisposition could be another source of
vampirism.
I studied biological anthropology in college, and though I never
considered
the possibility that I would some day be applying its principles to
vampire
DNA, here is a rough theory on how Tsarvek's concept might work: When a
vampire allows a human to feed from his or her blood, that blood, which
contains DNA, enters the feeder's tissue and therefore, his or her DNA.
Just as some blood types are compatible or not with others, the vampire
DNA is compatible with that of humans predisposed to accept it.
Viruses,
in very simplified terms, fit into host DNA like a puzzle piece. If a
human's
DNA has the requisite form, a vampire's DNA will fit into the human's
and
in a sense, re-program that person's DNA. Theoretically then, they can
exhibit traits or symptoms of the recombined DNA. Once again, this is
theory.
I don't recommend testing its validity on the family dog or anything.
At
this level, vampirism begins to sound almost
sterile, not so mysterious. And perhaps that's why we humans prefer our
Hollywood and our games. But for those who aren't just playing -- who
believe
they are really vampires -- life among the humans must be difficult.
Although
burning witches is passé, most of our society is still
anti-anything
outside of the mainstream.
Within
their own culture, however, Tsarvek and
Vi are respected figures and enjoy a certain mystique and the power
that
accompanies it. I asked them if they ever considered choosing not to be
vampires. They laughed at me and asked if I had ever considered not
being
human.
Mother Of All Vampires
If Adam
had been happy
with his first wife,
there wouldn't be any vampires.
Lilith
was the first wife of Adam. She was not
made from him as Eve was, but was created by God as an entity unto
herself.
Lilith
was consumed by an indefatigable desire
for knowledge. Adam was not pleased with Lilith and asked God to make
him
another companion. God and Lilith agreed that she and Adam would be
happiest
if she went out into the world. God then created Eve and she and Adam
sired
Cain and Abel.
Cain
and Abel were sacrificing to God one
day, and Cain's offering of grain was not accepted. Realizing that he
must
offer something he truly loved, Cain sacrificed his brother Abel, and
the
offering was acceptable to God.
However,
Adam was furious; he cursed Cain
to wander in the darkness, saying, "Let the sun abhor you. Let the
Earth
not feed you from this day forward." Cain was cast out in the land of
Nod
and wandered for days growing weak, but then he came upon Lilith. She
tried
to feed and heal Cain but food rotted in his mouth and water dried on
his
lips. Finally desperate, Lilith fed Cain her blood. The blood was
accepted
by his body, and eventually he healed. In his suffering, Cain had
nurtured
his resentment of God and Adam. This turned to hatred for the divine
and
all humankind. Against Lilith's will, Cain went out to feed from humans
whom he then killed to quell his anger. Lilith then, is the
primogenitor,
the source, of all vampires, and Cain is the progenitor of his lineage,
the Caineites.